Heya fellas,

Finally gue ikutan curhat ... hehehehe ...
tp maap2 sebelomnya klo tata bahasa gue berantakan ... well i'm not a good curhater ... ~_~

Hari ini ga tau knp suddenly gue jadi kangen ama bokap ...
awalnya sih gara2 kejadian di kantor ...
*ok here we go*

Tadi pas di kantor tiba2 GM gue ngmg ke gue klo nyokap gue nelp dia ...
gue kirain ada apaan coz GM gue sampe manggil gue gitu kyk mao ngmg private ...
ternyata nyokap gue nelp dia lantaran mao ngasi tau doank klo gue sakit n gara2 itu
gue jadi ga dateng ke event kantor pas hari sabtu ...
hell yeah she laughed at me n said "ternyata kamu ini anak mami jg ya" ...
gue ya nyengir juga tp bkn karena malu di bilang anak mami ...
gue justru seneng banget n ngerasa i have the best mother in the world ...
i mean like ... ternyata nyokap gue perhatian banget sampe hal sekecil itu aja dia mau urusin n sebisa mgkn protect gue dgn caranya sendiri ...
terlebih lagi nyokap gue itu single parent n gue nya pun udah segede gini ...
tp ternyata selalu ada cara dia untuk tetep manjain anak2nya ...
i dont know lah yg jelas gue malah seneng banget tadi pas tau dr GM gue soal itu ...
there's always a child in everyone ryt ... ?

berlanjut bbrp jam setelah itu gue dpt sms dr salah 1 temen gue ...
di sms nya itu ada kata2 "BOKAP LO" n ntah knp gue lgsg jadi connect ke nyokap gue lagi ...

*gue ringkas aja ya coz klo bener2 gue ceritain soal bokap gue mah ga cukup 10 pages ini* ... =P

intinya gue jadi kepikiran "andaikan bokap masi ada mgkn ........................ "
over n over again yg bikin gue jadi makin jauh mikirnya ...
"andaikan ... andaikan ... andaikan ........... " cuma bisa berandai2 gue ...
tp ya gmn pun jg dgn gue berandai2 mgkn bokap gue jadi sedih di Atas sana (kata bu guru) ...
gara2 itu gue jadi inget klo gue perna bikin lagu buat bokap gue n gue nyanyiin dalem hati td ...

i wrote this song 3 years after He passed away ...

There's one time in my life
I will never forget
When You're gone and left me by myself
I can't imagine why it happened to me
Wish that I could turn back the time

A week before we're still together
but then I saw You'd laid in the wooden bed
I can't held my tears, my heart fell into pieces
When I looked at You ...

#) Father ... I miss You
wish I could hold You for one last time
Father ... I need You
to keep me warm all the time

*) No matter when
and no matter where
We'll gonna meet each other
I want You to know that I'll always love You


Harap maklum klo englishnya ngawur itu gue pas masi kelas 3 SMA (masi bego bgt skrg bego aj)

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akhir cerita ... gue cuma mau bilang ... "i miss u Dad ... always ... "

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